I think it was around May when Ryan and I seriously started conversations about the possibility of having just one more babe. He wasn't totally for it as far as actively trying so we just kinda went with it and saw what happened. I knew the whole time we would get pregnant, it was just a matter of when.
Shortly after my dad died, I got a ++ test.. and literally the timing of when I would have actually gotten pregnant would have been like the day my dad died. We took it as a sign from my dad- ya know the whole one life ends, a new one begins things. It will be insanely hard for me to have this baby knowing my dad will never get to meet them, but really I think they have already met.
It look quite awhile for the reality of the situation to sink in but once it did, we have been so dang excited. Like we are going to have FOUR kids! FOUR!!
Henry asks to see my belly every night and Holden says he has a baby in his belly too :) I can't wait for them to be able to feel the kicks- heck I can't wait to feel kicks again.
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So happy for you :)
Aww, you make me kind of want a 4th. Wait, no I didn't say that! :)
So so happy for you! :)
Congrats, what wonderful news!!
That is so awesome Jenny! My MIL passed away Aug 2011 and Bennett was conceived the night of the funeral. His due date was 9 months to the day of her passing (MOTHER'S day!!) he decided to come earlier but it was really cool. We feel confident that Benny was hand picked for us by her. I'm certain your Dad knows all about H4!!!!
So exciting for you Jenny. I think it's really bittersweet the timing of this wee babe. I know your dad will know him/her.
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