Hardest Mommy Task To Date...

...letting our daycare provider know that Henry will no longer be going to her house. & I couldn't even call because I have been crying about it all day. I sent her an email this morning & I feel like such a chicken. How am I supposed to talk to her on the phone when I can't even write an email without tears streaming down my face?!?

I know it will be the best for Henry and our family but it doesn't make it any less hard. She didn't do her job the way we felt she should- she didn't have "time" to rock my little baby to sleep for his naps, she very quickly jumped to tell us how fussy he had been & never reminded us of the good times, the list goes on. I know this is the best thing for us but it still doesn't take the guilt away from me- darn you, mom, for passing on your "guilt about everything" to me!

We are very excited about Henry's new adventure with one of my good friends, Jeanie, who I know will take such wonderful care of my little boy.

It still sucks.