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Monday, July 16, 2012

Heartbroken.

I was honestly hoping I wouldn't have to write this post for a long, long time.

On Friday, July 6th my dad grew tie-dyed angel wings. Crap. I can't believe it's already been 10 days.

My mom, sisters and I were holding him as he took his last breath. I can honestly say it was the most terrifying and beautiful moment of my entire life.

We had a wonderful service for him- everyone wore Hawaiian shirts and tie-dye [just as he requested] and we listened to Bob Marley. As hard as that day was, it was so nice to see everyone celebrating my dad.

Nothing can ever prepare you for losing a parent and even though we knew it was coming- it still hits you like a ton of rocks. I am firmly in denial but I miss him every day.

16 comments:

Lacy said...

Praying for you and your sweet family.. I'm sorry for your loss I can't even image.

Teri said...

Many prayers for you and your family, Jenny! I am so very sorry to hear about your Dad's passing, nothing can prepare you for a loss even if you have time.
Big hugs!

Jenny said...

Just wanted to say how truly sorry I am. I have been following your blog for a while. I lost my dad in 2009 and the hurt never goes away but you slowly begin to be able to function again. My prayers are with you and your family.

Catie said...

I am so sorry to hear this. Sending prayers for you and your whole family.

Emily said...

praying for you and your family's loss!

Phillips Family said...

I am so sorry for your loss.

Megan Ashley said...

Sending prayers for peace and comfort and also a HUGE hug for all of you. So sorry for your loss.

Momma Wilson said...

deeply sorry for your family's loss, sending prayers your way.

Jenifer said...

So sorry. Take care.

Francis said...

Im so sorry for your loss, My thoughts and parers are with you and your family

Desi said...

I'm so sorry. It doesn't ever go away but you learn to manage it eventually. You are very lucky to have a strong support system. My heart goes out to you.

Hay Hay said...

(((Hugs)))

Juani said...

Jenny,good luck in this very sad time in your lives.I hope the good memories will comfort you in times of sadness.

Today is my father's 5th birthday in Heaven,and I can honestly say,it hurts today,just as much as it hurt 5 years ago,to be without the most important man I ever knew in my life.But the hurt gets easier to handle,and you learn to live with the remembering and the missing.It just takes a lot of time.

Krystal said...

I can't imagine the hurt you and your family are feeling. I am so sorry for your loss.

L said...

((Hugs)) I am so sorry for your loss

CampDallas said...

I am so sorry; I am praying for your family in these beyond-difficult days.

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